Change takes time. Keep your eyes on the prize, not the obstacles.
You are allowed to grieve the years you lost to mental illness. You’re allowed to be mad that it happened to you. You’re allowed to pine after the person you might have been had it been different. But don’t let that get in the way of your growing into your new self and following a wholly new path for your life.
So sick… Haven’t been to the gym in 4 days… Just not able to consume and keep down enough calories. No point in going to the gym to burn 400 calories when all I consumed was 750.
Other news, ex came back into my life pleading for a 3rd chance. I got lost in the emotion and we had sex. So confused and it all.